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Vanessa Sasson: Peaceful pugilist
Vanessa Sasson deeply admires -- and tries to emulate -- the pacifist ideals of the Tibetan Buddhists she met in Nepal two years ago. So why the heck does she spend so much time in a boxing ring punching people?
Sasson, a graduate student in the Faculty of Religious Studies, doesn't see it as a contradiction.
"There is a real meditative aspect to boxing," Sasson says. "It's like Buddhism in that you learn to be very focused. It's when you lose your concentration that you get hurt. That's when I wind up with a black eye."
Having her life changed by Tibetan Buddhists wasn't on Sasson's to-do list when she completed her bachelor's degree at McGill in 1995. Through a contact, Sasson lined up a job in Japan. En route, she decided to make a stop-over in Nepal. Originally intending to stay for three weeks, she spent a year travelling the country, savouring its gorgeous mountain landscapes and bearing witness to its dreadful poverty.
While in Nepal, she encountered Tibetan exiles, who discussed their Buddhist approach to living, as well as the way their people have suffered at the hands of the Chinese who annexed Tibet in 1950.
As a result of the time she spent with the Tibetans, she decided to come back to McGill to further her studies. Her thesis involves comparing Jewish death rituals with the Tibetan Book of the Dead. In particular, Sasson is fascinated by the ways in which Jews and Tibetans have responded to the horror of their respective genocidal experiences -- the Nazi Holocaust and the mass executions carried out in Tibet by the Chinese invaders.
"The Tibetans are very strict about avoiding anger and about being non-violent. Anger only perpetuates violence in their view. The people I met endured torture and forced sterilization, but they were at peace, they weren't bitter -- I could see in their eyes just how sincere they were about it.
"When Jews look back, it's with a great deal of anger. There is also a deep pride in their identity and a fierce determination that the Holocaust will never happen again."
She is pursuing her graduate work with two supervisors -- Jewish studies authority Barry Levy and Buddhism expert Richard Hayes. "I think the two traditions can learn from one another," she says.
A longtime fitness buff, Sasson works at the Snowdon YM-YWHA as a personal trainer. One day she caught sight of a boxer working on his technique with his coach.
"I thought boxing was just violent craziness, but there was an intriguing calmness to what they were doing." Noticing her interest, the coach asked if she would like to try the sport herself. Initially reluctant, she eventually decided to give it a shot. She says the first time she showed up at the all-male boxing gym to begin her training, she was terrified, but was pleasantly surprised by the support she's received from the boxers who frequent the place.
"It's not a macho environment at all. They've been wonderful. They even built a shower for me.
"I think there are different types of aggressiveness," Sasson speculates. "If somebody is angry, if he's looking to hurt someone, I stay away from him -- in the boxing ring or anywhere else. But there is an aggressive energy that we all have -- it's part of being human. This is a way to channel that. There are people who try to always keep a lid on that part of themselves. Then one day when they're driving, another car cuts them off and they go totally crazy."
Daniel McCabe
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